Flawless.


Hello (:

I've changed my skin. whooots. Like so finally. A big big thankyou to ELEANOR ! (: there were some major screwups in the skin, & she helped :D heh. Still not used to this skin though. plusplus all the words are to the right =.- the previous skin was to the left .. I'm so gonna go cross eyed =.- hmm, only linking close ones. Sorry. & what else ? Oh ! Eleanor, Wanqi & Willyn's coming to my place today ~~~ (: but first we're gonna rent DVDs of course. Pig out ~ (: long time since i've been out with the girls. hmm, what else ? i totaly did not study for H.E only on the way to school did i flip the textbook. Totally like what Kenneth said "Dunno how to do, then anyhow bomb loh" ahaha. hmm, Class party tomorrow, Monday & Tuesday booked. Hmm, hope to have more activities to come. Needa bu chang (: I'm thinking, Will annual Camp be fun ? I'm afraid C* will get left out, or bullied by Juniors. Ahhh, nvm. we'll still be together anyway. Yesterday, watched 500 DAYS OF SUMMER with Qiqi & Cherlyn (: nice show. Beginning was kind of confusing, but the storyline is cool (: ahhh, bye.


Its hard being your friend. I don't know if i can be that strong to keep all those words in me, all the hurting things you've said. And all those things you said to offend me. Whats your problem ? I may speak singlish, but you're no far better than me. I'm a Singaporean. so go figure -.-Stop acting like those chao kentang that hate Singapore, those that can't wait to migrate to some angmoh country & think that they're so smart. Stop keep correcting my singlish. I like speaking singlish. It just makes me proud to be a Singaporean, 7 i think singlish is cool. You've got a problem with that ? I've read your essays before, & there are way more things that you've got wrong than me. My english on paper is not as bad as yours. You don't like people who are late ? then when i told you to go first, then go. don't come 7 say that you'll wait, & give me that ugly black face _l_ in the first place, i wasn't late. You came early. So is that my problem ? You think you're so smart ? Bet you don't even know that practically all those that you THINK are close to you, don't like you at all. so what if you're smart ? Even if you're a genius, your attitude still sucks. 7 when i tell you that it hurts when you hit me, you continue doing it. Don't you get it ? its painful. & you keep tripping me, whats your fucking problem ? you like seeing me fall ? Should i purposely fall in front of you ? Maybe then you would be completely & utterly satisfied. If thats what it takes to stop you from trying to trip me, i will really do it. when you trip me, you don't always trip. You kick my ankles, and the bones near them. whatever its called. its painful. It really hurts. when you say "you suck, & i hate you" to me, do you know that that hurts me even more ? i know you're jealous & angry coz i pangseh-ed you for another girl. But there's only one of me. As much as i want to be with all of you together, you know there are going to be conflicts. ahhh. There are plenty more. I don't have the strength to carry on already. I hope i can be strong enough to understand you & your character. Its going to be hard, but I'll try. Hope you get what i mean.

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