Utterly Speechless.
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
hello.
today school was fun :D laughed like shit again. Mostly after school though. Omg. Kiki's completely a sadist. seriously. kept laughing at me. Arse :/ Well, venting my anger on food seems like a really stupid thing to do. Now i overate. ugh. My mom can see that i was angry. that's why i could use the lappy for today (: she didn't want to make me more agitated. thanks Mommy (: nothing much. Completely no mood. goodbye.
& you, no words can express how betrayed i feel. I'm played over again. Guess i was just some cheap toy that you played with, and when you got bored, you threw me away. Guess you saw a new & more interesting toy yeah. But why does it hurt so bad ? Why do I feel so sad.. I gotta get you outta my head. Coz it hurts me so bad. Hold on, Feeling like I'm headed for a breakdown. And I don't know why. I know right now you don't care. Ugh. fuck it. I refuse to care about this fucking shitty problem anymore. FML. & fuck you.
Sometimes, i wanna call you.
But i know you won't be there.
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