Saddened. went to school with Eleanor and co. (: fun fun. dk who uhs !! horny horny. hahas (: thanks yeah, made me laugh. then, JP with kiki and Cherlyn. fun fun fun (: watched 17 again. hahas. so slow ehs. anyway, slacked around. then went to bp. it was just all really fun. but, sorry. i don't have the mood now to elaborate about it now.

I seriously can't take it anymore. you've changed. we promised that we'd both change. i don't feel anything change from you. and whats more, you're starting to take me for granted.. you were better last time. way better. you've been treating me like spare parts. when you need me, you sms me. i am not your toy. in fact, I'm not even a toy. stop playing with me. i want you to be serious. please. i don't think we continue this if you're treating me this way. i really want to hold on, but you're making it all so so difficult. you didn't even bother to sms when you were done with your little outing. and when i kept asking you who was it that was going out with, you kept saying "friend." wtheck man. I'm super pissed okay. and can't you even sense that I'm pissed off with you ? you're so lucky that i can hide my feelings. you don't even have time for me anymore. even when i voiced the stuff out, or say something about how i feel, you'd only say ''no no." wtheck man, can't you like try a little better to comfort me or something ? i don't want to let go so fast.. we just .. its okay. its alright. whatever happens, i pray that GOD will keep me strong. Don't play with me. i really really hate it.

You may not see it coming, but when it happens, you're gonna feel it. So let me tell you now. I'm sick and tired of your attitude. I'm feeling like I don't know you. You tell me that you love me, then you cut me down. And I need you like a heartbeat, but you know you got a mean streak. Well I get so confused and frustrated. I'm sick and tired of your reasons, I got no one to believe in. You tell me that you want me, then push me around. You ask me for my love then you push me around.