When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place.
Monday, May 18, 2009
hello world (:
just back from Tampines mall :D heehee (: my daddy opening a store there is kind of a good thing yeah ? went there for dinner today (: ate CARLS JUNIOR (: man. the burger is humongous man ! its like 12345678910 the size of a normal cheeseburger. but so is the price. One burger without meal is about $12 ? but it was really nice. i ate some burger with mushrooms. and its not the normal button mushroom y'know, it was the big big ones. round and fat ones. and i just absolutely love mushrooms (: so i ordered it. but ended up eating only half of it =.- my bro ate the rest. well actually we were supposed to share, but my dad bought an extra burger, so .. haha. hmm nothing much. today morning went to school. oh man got back my results. not bad not bad. could've done way WAY better. was disappointed with my history results. was expecting an A2 man. expected an A2 for English too. but well. at least i pass yeah ? BUT I'm still NOT SATISFIED ! damn. but Ms. Tan said that my science was quite good. YIPPEE (: hehe. but tomorrow then get back results. hehe. pray hard. and my geo. please please. I'm counting on all the other results so that i can go to Cambodia. DIE DIE also must go. hmm. then after school slacked around the canteen. same old thing. the two ladies ganged up against me =.- like wtheck. damn spastic luhs. they are so sadistic man. don't be fooled by these ladies, their ultra sadists. their blood is probably green in colour ! haha. after that went to plaza. wahahas ! Cherlyni's dad drove us there. so nice (: but !!! it was damn hilarious during the trip. although it was short, it was extremely funny. her parents are so comical man. then Kiki and i were laughing like mad coz of smth. too long to share. wahahas. then ate Japanese food (: hmm. then then .. erm. oh went to Mos (: omgawd. this time we didn't laugh much. more of heart to heart talk. haha. told them my probs, and they told me theirs. it was like group therapy. haha. hmm then coz i doodled something on my hand earlier on during class. then Shirley was at Mos also. at that time. then she came over to chat with me for a while. she grabbed my hand to take a look. i chua tio. and coz my immediate reaction was not to let her see it. so i moved my hand. and what do you know, my other hand was holding a cup of corn soup. and coincidentally, i was hugging my bag. so, because of the violent shake, the soup spilled. JOY ! went to the toilet to clean up. thanks Shirley for helping me (: hmm. then went home. my brother was sick today. had a fever. but the first thing i did when i went home today, was to check his temperature. i told him about my trip and stuff. laughing all the way. haha (: then he said " So you had fun today, huh .. " i just stood there and blinked a couple of times. then he said " I'm passing you my germs !" and hugged me. haha. how cute can he be ? heehee (: this thurday going to EAST COAST PARK with the class (: whees (: doing CIP. Me and co. confirm slack till like mad. I'm gonna vent my frustrations/ hurt by screaming into the ocean. hope Kiki and Cherlyni will join me (: hmm. i think nothing much le bah (: tomorrow maybe going JP again to buy smth with Kiki (: heehee (: in school uniform what more. but so ? my school uniform is HOT yeah (:
oh man. that quote is driving me insane. its changing my mindset completely. BUT idk (: just let things fall into place yeah :D whatever the choice is, i hope everything will turn out well. its the last time yeah. You're in my head like a song on the radio. Maybe it's just my imagination. But I see you stare just a little too long, and it makes me start to wonder. So baby call me crazy, but I think you feel it too. And when you take, you take the very best of me. So I start a fight cause I need to feel something. You put up walls and paint them all a shade of gray. And I stood there loving you and wished them all away. Just walk away, ain't no use defending words that you will never say. And now that I'm sitting here thinking it thinking it through, I've never been anywhere cold as you. my friends told me that, maybe its because i wasn't serious last time or something.and maybe you're giving me a taste of my medicine. but hey. I've tried way way harder this time. last time, you were serious. i wasn't. this time i am. you aren't. that's why, coz i love you, therefore, I'm letting you go. because i don't feel any love from you anymore. hmm. but why do you keep saying idk ? i know that you know the answer man. stop leaving me hanging. stop it. i hate it. don’t play with me. Remember what you told me. Maybe I should've seen the signs. i did. but maybe just a little too late yeah. My heart .. It's not unbroken anymore. How do I get it back the way it was before ? Cried my eyes out yesterday. And man, did the feeling suck. I don't feel loved by you. i just think that you treat me, and our whole relationship as a joke. Correct me if I'm wrong. I don't want to waste my time loving somebody that doesn't love me. i wonder, if you ever know how i felt every time. but, i guess you never will yeah .. I, I don't have the strength to cry anymore ..
I can’t get your smile out of my mind.
Didn't see it today, but i know,
That i never will ayes ?
Thoughts of you and I are stuck in my head,
And I don't know how to get them out.
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