One minute, it's love. And, suddenly, it's like a battlefield.


whoohoo. went to church today (: met Jessica today. hahas. she made my day (: met her at the usual place again. her place. she refused to let me into her house. coz she knew that once i stepped in, i would stay in there for a very long time. hehe. but eventually she let me in. then walked to bus stop. she forgot to take her rubber band. =.- went back to her place. was late for church. i felt way way better after service. pon cell. hehe. went to Amanda's house with Jessica instead. hehe. baked strawberry cake (: nice :D especially with Hershey's strawberry syrup. unfortunately there wasn't any JOLLY SHANDY at her place. so ): anyway Amanda's dog uhs ! kept licking me. like 4-6 times ? freaky. and one time even climbed onto my leg. as i was sitting down. or is it called pounce ? hahas. then went home with Jessica. she sat 67 with me. so sweet (: coz she has to walk a longer distance to her place by taking that bus. hahas. hmm. borrowed VCDs from Amanda. whee ~~ hmm. oh and !!! she has P.S I LOVE YOU !!! wahahas ! Cherlyni ! we're gonna watch it together okays ! coz we read the book. hehe. unfortunately Jessica has it. she book first. after you watch finish must pass to me ayes ! hahas. I HEART YOU LOADS (: hoho. after Cambodia, going to youth camp with Jessica (: then gonna watch FIREPROOF with Jessica next Friday. then maybe going on mission trip with her. heheh (: lot and lots of fun ! Admire Jessica. hell loads. wonder how she keeps it all bottles up ayes ? don't cry anymore. its not worth it. you still have me (L) hahas. nothing much already. gonna watch TV (: bye all :D

* listen to Battlefield by JORDIN SPARKS. nice song. can't find the song to add into my play list =.-*



Watching us fading and watching it all fall apart. Well I can't explain why it's not enough, Cause I gave it all to you. And if you leave me now, Oh just leave me now. It's the better thing to do. It's time to surrender. It's been too long pretending. There's no use in trying. When the pieces don't fit anymore. I don't know why. Oh, don't misunderstand how I feel, Cause I've tried, yes I've tried. Still I don't know why. No I don't know why. If it's gonna be a rainy day, There's nothing we can do to make it change, We can pray for sunny weather, But that won't stop the rain. Don't try to explain your mind. I know what's happening here. One minute, it's love. And, suddenly, it's like a battlefield. I never meant to start a war. You know, I never wanna hurt you. Don't even know what we're fighting for. Why does love always feel like a battlefield ? Why is it the smallest things that tear us down. Can't swallow our pride. Neither of us wanna raise that flag. If we can't surrender, Then, we're both gonna lose what we have. Oh no. I guess you missed the signs, But honey I can never blame you. And I don't want this love to feel like a battlefield. But, this time, its you. NOT me.




These times when we climb so fast to fall, again.
I don't wanna fall for it, now ..




After all, its just a smile.
A perfect one, that warms my heart.
BUT i can't let it get me.


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