I'm all strung up my heart is fried,

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Eunice, 0130.

Heyo, Mayo, Milo.
I like long walks. Hot guys. Preferably sensitive ones. Hah. Chocolate. Haagen Daaz. Hotcakes/ pancakes, W/e you call them. Cosmopolitans, Margaritas, Shots. But I absolutely hate beer. Its disgusting. Hey ! My dad lets me drink. Sad for you if you can't ): But well, I may die from a bad liver in the future. So.. I like Vintage stuff. From earrings to clothes. Photography. Saving up for a DSLR baby (Y) I'm a coffee junky too ! (: I love laughing a lot. And I believe a smile changes everything. Well, its only a preview. So, Hello (:

Shots.

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Emotionless .. too tired to feel anything ...

hiaz .. i think its like th first time i started a post with hiaz ..THIS WILL MOST PROBABLY BE MY LAST POST TILL EXAMS ARE OVER ... anyways today was emo again .. I'm starting to become emotion-less .. xian .. I'm really tired .. really very tired of all these friendship problems liaos .. can there just be one year where there are no friendship probs at all ?? currently , I'm more than determined to transfer to crescent .. although , i know my chances are limited , but I'll try my best .. even if i don't get in , i'll know that i've tried my hardest .. i'm so exhausted .. trying to make u guys happy .. and making myself sad just for your happiness .. even if i act emo , its just a "why so emo ??" or "you ok not ??" reply .. is that all you've got ... don't get me wrong .. I'm not talking bout you ... i'm talking bout someone else .. do you know how i feel every time ?? although there was really one time were i really enjoyed myself with you , but th ecstasy was drenched quickly .. i really don't want to give up enjoying myself to make you happy .. i really don't want to do this anymore .. I'm so tired .. really tired .. END OF YEAR EXAMS are coming .. and i really don't need all these friendship problems and distractions right now .. i really hope you understand how i feel , and try to re-evaluate th whole prob .. th **** of you .. its not th F word .. its just a number .. ai yah .. if friendship is like that , I'd rather not have any friends at all .. two-faced *****[not bitch] .. hiaz .. someday , i will really burst out crying .. hope you'll be there for me ... i can't stand it anymore .. i'm going to let go soon .. will you be there when i fall ?? will you even catch me when i fall ?? can i even count on you as my friend ?


You never know what you have until you lose it, and once you lose it, you can never get it back

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