Saturday, March 1, 2008

OK ppl ... I'm now FUCKING pissed coz of wat Jocelyn said to glenson bout me ... whatever i dun care liao ... explained it over and over again but nobody listens ... you guys dun understand the pressure i face anyways ... the fact that i got into zhss ... is already so depressing .. wats more I'm in 1e5 !!!! the verge of being in a normal academic class ... and I'm still slacking ... i feel like the whole world is crashing down on me ... peers' forcing me to join band ... piano exam's just over ... think i did it badly ... fucking exams ... scored so low ... let my parents down so much !!! on the verge of breaking down right now ... every year sure got problem one ... with friendship ... with exams ... with teachers ... fucking ... why can't my life be normal for a bit ... guides ... i have many friends ... but all my friends have partners ... always left alone ... have to find another partner that isn't like my character at all ... in school too ... jun Lin and qiqi always partner each other ... i feel invisible ... hey I'm not made of glass y'know ... to jun Lin : i know i leave u alone sometimes , its only becoz u were preoccupied with something else that i couldn't interfere or relate to in any way ... so to say ... and why is my fucking class so pervertic ?? so vulgaric [ heck care if there's such a word ] i dun care anymore ... the more i talk the more i pissed i get .. u drop me into the north pole's water or whatever , i guarantee s'pore's gonna flood ... the ice is gonna melt if I'm there ... burning right now ... the only thing that's cooling me down right now is the christian music which i happened to be listening to right now ... ai ya ... went service 3 hrs earlier to study , to pay up for the slacking ... not enough ... next week must continue some more ... while studying with dawn , Priscilla arrived !!! waited for her like 4ever ... then she brought her psp ... i didn't bring mine , neither did dawn , coz didn't want any distractions , ended up playing Priscilla's psp for last forty minutes ... hiaz ... suppose to go fetch my dad from air port today ... wonder wat he'll say bout my results ... i guarantee it'll be depressing ... breaking down now ... tell me dad and mum ... did i GROW UP ACCORDING TO PLAN ?? am i causing u guys trouble ?? causing u guys depression ?? ... oh and btw ... if i'm saying vulgarities ... means i'm fucking pissed k !!! the fact that i seldom use it ... says that i am pissed already

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